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In
Search of Hemingway By
Arnie Greenberg, ultours1@gmail.com
It's been a quest for me since my teenage years, when I first read The
Sun also Rises. My story is no different from other Hemingway aficionados,
except that I still feel that same pull, so many years and so many miles later.
My trail of Hemingway haunts took no special order. I knew in my mind
where I wanted to go and went to each of the places when it was practical. It
Started in Paris Of course, it started in Paris. I wanted to walk
where he walked, drink where he drank and see where he lived. I walked
along rue Notre Dame des Champs, where he and Hadley and their young son lived
above a carpenter's loft, "on the left hand side going down, in a carpenters
loft on a street in that emerald city..." That loft is not there now, but
I walked in behind the gate into a university courtyard and knew I was on the
actual site of Hem's early days in Paris. I
continued to the end of the block. There, in the shadow of Marshal Ney, one of
the great Generals of the Napoleonic era, I find Le Closerie des Lilas, where
Hem sat at a table, ordered a drink, and wrote in the early quiet of this fabled
bar-restaurant. It is still there, and the menu still boasts a picture of Papa,
their star visitor. Down the boulevard Montparnasse, I discover Le Select,
where he and Firzgerald drank, talked and argued. I am only yards from Le
Dome and Le Coupole, the haunts he knew so well. Heading
for Cardinal Lemoine I jump on the Métro and head for rue
Cardinal Lemoine, where the writer and family lived in a fourth floor walk-up.
I am reminded that James Joyce lived just across the street, possibly at the same
time. (By the way, it was in that same building that Maisonneuve once lived. He
was the founder of my home town, Montreal.) Hem borrowed a friend's apartment
on rue Descartes, around the corner, so he could write in peace. But
family life was not to continue for the man who said he left his wife, "because
I'm a bastard". He left his wife to marry her friend Pauline. He
and Pauline moved into a fashionable apartment near the St. Sulpice at #6 rue
Ferou. I am at Sylvia Beach's bookstore, where Hem arrived to shoot snipers
from the rooftops, before he liberated the bar at The Ritz. I look for
the gym where he boxed unsuccessfully with Canadian writer Morley Callaghan. I
look for Hemingway clues at the racetrack. I walk the streets of Paris,
looking for clues. I am haunted by a man I never met. I am searching for a
time when The Sun Also Rises. I am searching for his 'lost generation'. I
am aching to return to the past. I go to Milan and look for the Red Cross
hospital where he recovered after his leg wounds on the Piave River. I look
at A Farewell to Arms for clues of Agnes, when Hem was still single and less
jaded. The
Ghosts Stay with Me... I am in Spain, and the ghosts stay with me.
I can hear the voice of patriotic Pilar, her peasant compatriots fighting
in the hills and the plans to blow up a bridge for 'the cause'. He looks like
Gary Cooper, but he speaks like Hemingway. I, too, ask, For Whom the Bell Tolls. 
(In Spain, Arnie finds a restaurant where the sign says
"Hemingway Never Ate Here")
I
am at the bullring in Seville, in Barcelona and in Madrid. I watch the intricate
movements of the matador and recall the lessons from Death in the Afternoon.
I am in Key West at that huge square house with all the cats. I look
into the room behind the house where the master wrote. I examine the urinal he
dragged home from his favorite bar for the cats to get their water. I
fly to Cuba and rush to the Finca Vigia, where the man lived during a later
period. My mind turns to The Old Man And the Sea. I can see Hem on his boat, The
Pilar, searching for submarines. I can see him standing with Fidel Castro.
I photograph the house in Ketcham, Idaho, where he shot himself, and I
stand in the tiny cemetery near a stone slab that says, simply, Ernest Miller
Hemingway. I
have found the man, but I still search for the spirit. 
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